2009 has brought me much misery but also much happiness, def a new start of something even better!! I’m glad all the bad influences are out of my life and i’m glad for all the people who are still in it!
I’ve learned alot this year, i’ve grown into a better person and i even appreaciate the bad things because i learned to love so much better now, i’ve also know how to deal with things better and i appreaciate so much more. Also the death’s were again high this year, and won’t get any easier with time, but i know they would enjoy days like these. So i’ll give out a toast, in their spirits, may the angels be with them.
Hopefully we all learn something new next year, and be kinder to people. I believe in Karma and therefor my life has been improved. I believe that every action has a reaction and it can damage a person to an unknown extend, so KNOW what you’re saying, doing or making a person feel because it will come back to you, sooner or later.
Appreciate life, love, family & friends!!!
I’m off to dress up for the much anticipated family gourmet!! Enjoy the good times with your loved ones!!
I’m loud.(sometimes) I’m obnoxious. I’m sarcastic. I’m cocky. I cry easily. I have a bad temper. For the most part, I don’t like people. I’m easy to get along with. I like to fight. I have more enemies than friends. I’ve smoked. I’ve smoked weed. I drink coffee. I clean my room daily.
I’m shorter than 5’5. I wear makeup. I wear a piece of jewelry at all times. I wear contacts. I wear glasses. I’ve had braces. I have braces. I change my hair color often. I straighten my hair often. My ears are pierced. I have small feet.
I’m in a relationship now. I’m single. I’m crushin’. I’ve missed an ex before. I’m always scared of being hurt. An ex has physically abused me at least once. I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t. I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did. I’ve been in love more than two times. I believe in love at first sight. I believe lust is more important than love.
I have a best friend. I have at least ten friends. I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend. I’ve beaten up a friend. I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend. I can trust at least five people with my life.
I’ve been on a plane. I’ve been on a train. I’ve left the state/province. Someone close to me has died. I’ve taken a taxi. I’ve taken a city bus. I’ve taken a school bus. I’ve gone bungee jumping. I’ve made a speech. I’ve been in some sort of club. I’ve won an award. I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight. I’ve been in a physical fight.
I listen to country. I listen to some pop. I listen to techno. I listen to rock. I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it. I hate the radio. I download music. I buy CD’s.
I spend at least six hours a day watching television. I watch soap operas daily. I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives. I’ve seen and like The OC. I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill. I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model. I’ve seen and like Popular. I’ve seen and like House. I’ve seen and like 24. I’ve seen and like CSI. I’ve seen and like Everwood.
I get along with both of my parents. My biological parents are still together. (i don’t know…) I have at least one brother. I have at least one sister. I have at least one step brother/sister. I have at least one half brother/sister. I’ve been kicked out of the house. I’ve ran away from my home. I’ve sworn at my parents. I’ve made my parents cry. I’ve lied to my parents. I’ve lied to my parents about where I am. I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing. I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out. I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.
I’ve cut my hair in the past year. I’ve dyed my hair in the past year. I’ve had black. I’ve been red. I’ve been light brown. I’ve been medium brown. I’ve been brown. I’ve had streaks. I’ve had purple/pink. I’ve gotten my hair thinned. I use conditioner. I’ve used silk therapy. I’ve used hot oil treatments. I’ve curled my hair. I’ve straightened my hair. I’ve braided my hair. I’ve had/want dreadlocks.
I’ve thrown something at a teacher. I’ve yelled at a teacher. I’ve been suspended. I’ve had an in-school suspension. I’ve been sent to the principals office. I’ve walked out of class. I’ve skipped an entire day of school. I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class. I’ve failed a test. I’ve cheated on a test. I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test. I’ve failed Art. I’ve failed P.E. I’ve failed Math. I’ve failed Science. I’ve failed another class. A teacher has called my parents. I’ve been caught skipping.
I still haven’t uploaded the pictures I made from Paris, I haven’t even touched my laptop. I’m too tired to do so, my current condition is to blame.
My back hurts, I can hardly walk, my belly gives me pains now and then like someone is placing a needle in my uterus and just poke it randomly, im nausious and everything that used to taste so delicious already sickens me when i think of it, BUT! That’s all normal in this condition, I wish I could talk about it but I won’t.
Yesterday was…weird, hard and weird. Emotional and confronting. But it was also beautiful and amazing. It’s all contradicting.
My sis wants to do something fun with me but I’m too damn tired and nausious, all I wanna do is lay in bed, watch the simpsons, stare at this certain picture and just fall asleeeep!
I must say, my nightmares aren’t so often lately, weird but good. Atleast I have no stress about that.
So I’ll probably upload the pics tomorrow, don’t get too excited, Paris ain’t that grant!
Reads the title of a book that I’m reading, and I must say; I agree.
Now what the writer (who is a woman btw) is trying to say with a bitch is someone who has her own thoughts, point of views and opinions, someone who’s NOT dependable on her partner and can live easily without love
Basically someone who doesn’t obey to every order, thoughts or actions the partner is expecting from her, someone who can say “no” and doesn’t do everything desperatly to please her partner just because she needs to feel or be loved.
I pity those people, but that’s because I’m considered a ‘bitch’ according to this book (bitch in this book means something positive, it’s meant sarcastically).
Now I must say I can be a yes-sir kind of woman too, it depends on how my partner at that time is, eventhough I’m not a yes-sir in a desperate kind of way, I’m more in balance if my partner has a strong personality, then I’m a mixture of both but I’m never a pussy, usually i’m a ‘bitch’.
And apparently, that’s why they love me so much, because I have my own strong will THAT and my soft side (like i said, im balanced) and maybe it’s the unreachable parts of me that attracts them even more?
Btw, I’m not trying to be arrogant, I actually asked them or they usually told me what part they like the most.
Eitherway, this book is interesting, I’ll post some parts of the book for better explaination.
Finally I completed the task of transfering 600 photos from my iPod to my email account!!
Totally geekin’ out :P
Ever since my External Harddrive crashed and with that lost all of my photos on there I couldn’t really sync or update my iPod via iTunes BECAUSE I had a back up from most of the pics I lost on my iPod, so if I’d sync’ed it, itunes would have automatically deleted my pics on my iPod when syncing.
So! I had to send my photos, one by one, to my email…It didn’t took me long thank god, and I didn’t transfer all photos since I didn’t need most of the pics but the ones who did have value got safely transfered, which means that I can finally add new songs to my iPod without losing my precious pics! Yay!!
Sorry for being nerdy about this but it’s been 2,5 months without syncing! Dayum :P