I have been listening to this song a lot lately. When going to work, cooking, cleaning, trying to sleep, drawing.. It gives me a certain feeling of calmness. Also.. I do care, alot actually, but I never know how to say the things that matter 2 the people I love.
I think that most of the people know that you care baby chan <3 love the song!
This song makes me think to an annoying kind of extend…
You see i’m a rather difficult person (though mostly for myself), and i blame my emotions for that. I’m afraid to hurt again or being used again and therefor i dont always show my appreaciation for the things people do for me BECAUSE 2 seconds later i start to think there might be a catch. i don’t always think that but mostly i do because of the things people did to me and the things i let other people do to myself.
Maybe i should be more relaxed and just try to let most of it go or not connect everything people do or say to the past. It’s no use. I will always keep my guard up and ofcourse everyone including myself will stab someone in the back, thats human and not something to be suprised about. But maybe i should loosen up and just enjoy the ride, life’s too short to be restrained by thinking what worse things can or might happen in the future.
I dont know what im trying to say here, my emotions are hysterical today.
“You know why god cast me down? Because i loved him. More than anything. And then god created…[ chuckles ] — You. The little… Hairless apes. And then he asked all of us to bow down before you — to love you, more than him. And i said, “father — I can’t.” I said, “these human beings are flawed, murderous.” And for that… God had Michael cast me into hell. — Now, tell me…does the punishment fit the crime? Especially, when i was right? Look at what 6 billion of you have done to this thing. And how many of you blame me for it?”—
Supernatural Season 5; episode 04 - The End.
I can’t agree more. People usually dont know the reason behind the story of Lucifer, they only know what is told by them through preachers. But this is a nice point of view.
“When everything in your life is right on track, it’s easy to believe that things happen for a reason; it’s easy to have faith. But when things start to go wrong then it’s very hard to hold on to that faith. It’s hard not to wonder whose reasons these things happen for.”—Allison Clarke (character from the mini-serie “Taken”)