It’s certainly not a smart idea to watch a few epi’s of this show at night before going to sleep, nope not smart at all.
Sometimes i watch the dvd’s and wonder, while curled up in bed hiding behind a pillow “why the fuck did i buy the DVD’s!?” and then i see the guys on the screen and then i remember why i bought it, not thinking that i would be freaked out when i turn the tv off.
I always get paranoid about ghosts and spirits, i dont need another paranoia because of the freaking wendigo 0.o
Aah well, sacrifices are there to make *hides behind pillow* :P
I’ve been sickish for the past 3 days, well actually for the past 2 weeks but it really got to me the last 3 days. But now everything is getting better, i guess when i get sick i really really get sick :P and now my neck muscle is strained >_< so my neck hurts constantly, well not as much as two years ago, but yeah i just have to sit it out *sighs* it’s always my neck, wich is crappy, because whenever my neck hurts it goes to my head, and then to my stomach so i’ll get sick and puke, just like yesterday…I puke too much, or maybe i’m used to puking whenever i have a headache? i get headaches too much, but it’s probably just stress.
*sighs* it’s annoying, my mom is getting sick of us because me, my dad and sis are all sick :P poor thing, she’s like a nurse with a high stress level.
Hopefully the people at work won’t fire me because of my sick days >_< i need the money, but yeah who doesn’t?
I was hoping to feel better in the new year, hasn’t really changed much…well atleast i’m not feeling depressed or negative all the time, only things could have worked out into so much more, well it always can, time will tell.
Most of the time, i’m staying positive, sometimes a negative remark just to mock or vent it out, but other than that, i’m trying to stay positive, giddy, smiley and all that, it feels better that way, tho i can’t hide it when i’m sad or angry, and i won’t because it takes so much energy to fake it, so ofcourse, everything that i’m feeling i’m just putting it on display because i dont need another headache just for faking the happiness.
Anyway my voice is more silent than normal and it sounds like crap, still i’m singing along to this song by Tiziano Ferro, it’s definitly soothing and it feels nostalgic in a good way :)